Where words meet the heart...

It’s funny how sometimes Earth seems almost heaven-like; Everything’s chill. Still. Peaceful…
and then something happens. Something small, yet sharp. A cold remark, a misunderstanding, or a false assumption. And all of a sudden…

Your “Heaven on Earth” turns into a “Hell on Earth” and you find yourself wondering how in the world it happened. It’s like somebody printed your life onto a coin and keeps on flipping it from heads to tails just to keep things fresh while you struggle to keep the coin still.

If you have ever felt like this, then you understand how I feel right now.

Subconsciously, in the back of my clouded mind, I know something greater lies amidst. Something is waiting for me down that foggy road but, for some reason, my fog lights haven’t been working lately. I try to use my high beams, but all I get is glare.

So today I stand in the darkness. In the fog. Without fog lights, without control, without “Heaven on Earth.” But who knows, maybe things will be better tomorrow…

hopefully.

-Jedi

It’s an amazing thing, Tumblr.
How one can pour out his or her heart into text, on a website, for all the world to see.

*Thinking….*

So, for those of you who have been kept updated in my life, you know I’ve been waiting/looking for my precious microphone. An AKG Perception 400 microphone lies somewhere in the shadows of the world waiting for me to discover and reclaim him. Music is my passion. Making music is my Passion.

Let me put it in terms you will understand:
Music = Passion
Microphone = Music
So, Microphone = Passion.

A “lost” Microphone = no Passion!? O.o
***Sad face***

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Oh, but it gets worse.
I went to my aunt’s birthday party yesterday, right? My brothers and I thought it would be fun if we brought my guitar along to provide some musical entertainment for the flip fam (karaoke-obbsessed superstar-children wannabe’s). That’s not the punch line, so stop laughing.

My brother drives me home…. My guitar is in his trunk.
Lemme say that again: “My guitar is in HIS TRUNK!” >_<

Yes, that is in fact, the punch line.

So where am I today? :(
No Microphone + No Guitar = ???

A very sad Jedi who has lost his Passion.

You have my permission to start crying for me now. :’(

/resume sorrow

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And dont let go
But tonight i could fall to soon into this beautiful moonlight

But your so hypmotising
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me similing in my sleep
And I can see this unravling
And your love is where im falling
But please dont catch me

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
l’m terrified of what you’ll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breath
Even though your far from suffocating me
I can’t set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But your so hypmotising
You’ve got me laughing while I sing
You’ve got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravling
Your love is where im falling
But please dont catch me

So now you see
Why I’m scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
But for the first time in my life i know its real

But you’re so hypmotising
You’ve got me laghing while I sing
You’ve get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unravling
And your love is where im falling
So please don’t catch me

And if this is love
Please don’t break me
I’m giving up
So just catch me